Bipolar disorder and setting boundaries with your support system. Everyone speaks about the need for healthy boundaries, but there is no cookie-cutter blueprint for implementing the changes necessary to put them in place.
When I researched setting boundaries for this post, I found plenty of sources outlining ways to set boundaries with a mentally ill loved one.
What I did not find was a guideline illustrating how to construct healthy boundaries with your support system when it is you that is mentally ill.
It is a tricky situation with boundaries when you live with bipolar disorder. When I am entrenched in the battle for my mind, lines get crossed, and I need them to be crossed. Because when I am in the middle of an avalanche of symptoms, I need my support system to make sure that I receive the proper care.
Decade of Instability
From 2001 to 2011, I experienced a decade of debilitating instability. I had manic episodes with psychotic features, I had postpartum psychosis after the birth of my daughter. Threaded in between were times of normalcy, but there were also times of depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation, and intrusive thoughts.
After that decade of instability, I had nearly a decade of relative stability, but because of the extreme symptoms I experienced in the past, it was hard for my support system to really see me as well.
Here is the problem when you live with bipolar disorder and experience an extended season of crippling instability: Your support system becomes so accustomed to your vulnerabilities that they see you as the sick version of yourself even when you are well.
Bipolar Doesn’t Equal Fragile
Even though they may never say it out loud, they continue to see you as fragile, so if you are having a bad day, they think it may be a precursor to another episode. They see you as less capable of dealing with the tough moments that are a natural part of life, so they hide things from you. They soften the blows. They are so used to taking care of you that they forget you are an adult who can take care of yourself perfectly fine when you are asymptomatic.
And though you needed their help while you were navigating the most difficult seasons of your bipolar journey, you appreciated their help, and you will likely need their help again—at some point, you must grab the reins and start navigating your day-to-day life.
You need to walk through the difficult moments just like everyone else. Both you and your support system must internalize the fact that sometimes a bad day is just a bad day, not a sign that your mental health is compromised and another bipolar episode is lurking around the corner.
Bipolar and Setting Boundaries
If you live with bipolar and don’t set boundaries, there is a danger of falling into the trap of letting others take care of you even when you are asymptomatic. It is easy to step into the role of the mentally ill loved one. When you take on that role, people expect less of you. In turn, you expect less of yourself.
So how do you do it? How do you navigate bipolar and set healthy boundaries with the people you love the most? The people who held you up when you couldn’t stand up on your own. The people who were your voice when you couldn’t speak.
Here are six truths to keep in mind when navigating bipolar and setting boundaries with your support system:
1. You teach people how to treat you. If you taught them to disrespect you and treat you like a doormat, you can expect them to push back when you attempt to set healthy boundaries and reteach them how to treat you.
I am a firm believer you teach people how to treat you. You can teach people to respect you, or you can teach them to treat you like a doormat. You teach people outright by your reactions to confrontational situations, and you teach them silently when they disrespect you, and you say nothing.
Even if the relationship began with a modicum of respect, that respect erodes piece by piece if you allow the person to disregard your personal value. Once you teach someone it is acceptable to mistreat you, it is nearly impossible to unteach them.
When you attempt to set healthy boundaries with your support system, you should fully expect them to push back because this version of you is foreign to them. This is when you must stand firm in the new parameters that you have set for the relationship so that it is clear that the old way of treating you is no longer acceptable and won’t be tolerated.
2. You have the right to set healthy boundaries even if you live with bipolar disorder.
You may believe you have fewer rights because you live with bipolar disorder. You may feel indebted to your support system because of all the assistance they have provided throughout the years. You may even believe they will leave completely when you initiate change.
Living with bipolar disorder does not diminish your need for proper boundaries. If anything, you must be extra vigilant because at times your rights are blurred because of your mental illness.
You can be grateful for your support system and still establish limits with them. To be an effective part of your support system, an individual must be able to support you while remembering you are an actual person, not a collection of symptoms and inadequacies.
They need to know there is a time and place for support and a time and place for you to be the captain of your own ship.
3. Everyone has deal-breakers. Be clear on what yours are and what the consequences are for breaking them.
When you are on a journey to establish healthy boundaries with your support system, you first have to reflect on what you can accept and what you can’t. You need a clear picture of what your deal-breakers are.
Deal-breakers are different for everyone. We all have our limits. It is a very personal decision.
After I became a mother, my deal-breaker became that I would not allow anyone to teach my daughter it is acceptable to disrespect me. That meant removing myself from situations and people who would disrespect me in her presence.
Your deal-breaker may be that you won’t allow your support system to treat you like a child, or it may be that you won’t allow them to take away certain rights.
Whatever your deal-breakers are, make sure that you firmly inform your support system that those areas are non-negotiable. You also must be clear about what the consequences are for crossing the line.
4. You have the right to pick the people you include in your inner circle. Be selective about who you invite inside your life.
There are members of your support system you love deeply. They have stood in the gap for you when you didn’t have the strength to hold yourself up. Some of them may be immediate family members or friends who you cherish.
You want nothing but the best for them, but there may not be room for them in your inner circle. You should reserve your inner circle for people who make you a better version of yourself.
There is no room for toxic relationships. There is no room for people who cause stress and unnecessary drama.
The people in your inner circle are like your board of directors. You must choose them wisely.
When you have bipolar disorder and set clear and healthy boundaries, some of the people who were an integral part of your inner circle may no longer serve the vision you have for yourself and your life.
5. There are some people you must love from a distance.
This is a hard truth. There are people that have supported you to the best of their ability. They have loved you the best they can. You may have spent years trying to make a particular relationship work, but the relationship is built on sand, so it crumbles time after time.
There are some people that are just not good for you. It doesn’t mean they are bad people, and it doesn’t mean they didn’t give you all the love and support they had to give.
You may want to love them at all costs, but if you ever want to be autonomous, you must love them from a distance.
It doesn’t mean you don’t appreciate the support they provided. It simply means you can no longer pay the price it costs for them to be a part of your everyday life.
6. At some point, certain relationships have run their course. Move forward without looking back at what you left behind.
Sometimes people are only in our lives for a season. It is always sad when you realize a long-term relationship has run its course, but it is important to know when it is time to move on.
Someone who may have been a key part of your support system during the worst parts of your bipolar journey may no longer fit into the new, healthy world you have created through the right medication and therapy.
When that occurs, speak the truth in love. Let the person know how much you love them and how much you appreciate the assistance they provided, but firmly let them know your life has taken a new direction and the type of support they bring to the table no longer serves your wellness journey.
I know it sounds harsh, but it is better in the long run to be honest, so you can move forward with that door closed firmly behind you. If you spend your time looking back at who and what you left behind, you miss out on today’s happiness and joy.
Bipolar and Setting Boundaries: The Takeaway
If your support system can’t accept you are no longer that familiar sick person in need of constant care, you must have uncomfortable conversations to discern which members of your support system fit into the new limits you have established.
Everyone in your support system may not be in the same place as you. You may have worked on yourself by receiving therapy or embarking on a self-awareness and self-improvement journey.
You are no longer the person you were, but your changes are invisible. The ones closest to you can’t tell by looking at you that you are no longer the person you once were.
There are no shortcuts here. It will require soul-searching to determine if your support system can still support you. There may be some branches on that tree you need to prune off.
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Chris says
This is a beautifully written post that speaks the truth. I have suffered with bipolar disorder for decades. However, I have grown into a healthier person much more able to manage my bipolar now than I was able to 20 years ago. Do I still have episodes? Yes. Do I still struggle with unexplained mood swings and suicidal thoughts? Yes and yes! Boundaries are not only good, they are necessary to achieve a healthier mindset (yes, bipolar people can have healthy mindsets!) I no longer let what other people think of me determine how I think of myself. I am open about my bipolar disorder with people when I feel it is necessary to be open about it. I take responsibility for my own actions and behaviors, yet I no longer allow other people to put me down or patronize me because I suffer from this mental illness. Learning to discern for myself (not letting other people think for me) what is reality and what is seen through bipolar glasses has not only helped me manage my illness, but I can now say that I live a fairly normal life that I am happy with.
Andrea says
Chris, I am so glad this post resonated with you. I relate to everything you mentioned in your comment. Finding that wisdom and discernment is key for managing bipolar disorder. We need help sometimes, but it is so important that we don’t allow others to devalue us because of our mental illness. It is great that you have a sense of normalcy now. I do too. Thankfully, the last few years have been relatively stable for me.
Melissa says
Hi Andrea, Thanks for this really powerful post that packed a lot of usable information. I think setting boundaries is so important for everyone, but especially for those having challenges with mental health issues. I’m amazed at how much you’ve been through and how eloquently you can write about it and reflect on your experiences. I also think it’s important to know when a relationship has run its course. We all grow and change and what worked at one time in our lives may not work for us in the same way now. I give you lots of credit and support you on this journey wholeheartedly! Sincerely, Melissa 🙂
Andrea says
Melissa, I appreciate your support. You have been faithful to take this journey with me week after week. This journey of self-discovery has been a labor of love. I am proud of the work I have done on myself, and my goal is to use the wisdom and self-awareness I have developed to help others who face similar struggles.
Megan says
Thank you so much for this. I’m really struggling to set boundaries with my family as I navigate through my childhood trauma (which they didn’t intend to cause…but still did). This was one of the most helpful articles I’ve seen, so thank you <3
Andrea says
Megan, I am so glad you found this article helpful. Boundaries are so hard to set, but they are so necessary.